My fucking stomach!!!
Didn’t take long to fall asleep. Still, woke up about 100 times. Just got up a little bit ago. Still tired. As soon as I got up, back to heart racing, & body shaking. I just can’t believe this is happening. This really is my worst nightmare. I’ve never been so devastated. Possibly traumatized. I might have to try some of that Xanax later. I’m not hungry, but I might have a lil glass of V8 in a lil bit. I feel so nauseous. I should call for a therapist later too. I don’t know if I can. So we’ll see. I gotta try to calm down…..